Q&A.

It's been a long time. It's been a long time since I feels so fuckin busy with my life & yeah, you can called me "perfectionist" little girl (poff, actually I'm not that little but believe me, I'm trying to.) for being uncomfortable with this blog sometimes. No, I definitely love those design...I make it. I mean I worked it by myself and I fall in love with the header design I've just made. Is it cool right? Okay Ignore it. I feel so fed up with this blog sometimes because I feel this blog so messed up. Like I put my college and my ridiculous story to same place. I was thought that someone will think that I'm really weird person or maybe have multiple personalities to be sometimes be a "clever-geek" and the other times I just changes to be "that-unstable-bitch"

Well, can we forgot all that shit? I'm just trying to be cool actually. Sorry my dearest-super-cutest blog for just opened you and I swear I will clean all the dust and the mites that nest here. I'm reliable baby *put my greatest smile here*

So, my random thoughts tonight ask me to write something like a q&a between me&myself? weird? I love weird things, just do it baby.

Q: "Hi, ellie goulding's sister from another mother! Why you opened this blog after long time you left it like you wasn't have one?"
A: "Oh, hi. Bless you! Interesting question. Should I answer it? It cheesiest question that I ever heard actually."

Q: "Just answer it. Quickly"
A: "Uhm, okay tho. You insist me and now you freakin me out. Uhm, I don't have any idea why I finally decide to opened it and write something. It just happens, uhm. Can you feel I'm not lying?"

Q: "I can't. You lie. I know it."
A: "Ooooooo. okay. of course. I just trying to be a good liar, I can't even lying to my self. Poor me. I just wanna show the world about something. a conversation. a conversation that I capture from....you don't even need to know from where it was. Just look it. It's good."

Q: "Conversation? Is it a important thing? I don't wanna waste my time to unimportant thing like you used to do. Crying over someone that never stare into your self....never. He don't even know, maybe won't to know you was messed up because himself. You, chessy."
A: "Shut up douchebag. It was my past. I don't even think about him anymore, he just make me sick with what he's doing lately. Idk why."

Q: "Sounds good. Is he finally has another girl? like someone who can replace your place in to his heart?"
A: "Is it matter for me? I don't even care and I don't want to figure it out"

Q: "Keep your words.....reliable girl"
A: "Yes." *Chuckles*

Q: "So....?"
A: "What?"

Q: "Are you forgot? you tell me just a sec ago you want to show me something"
A: "Oh shit. Yes! Sure I remember it. Look at this one"

"I don't know much about relationship"- "Neither do I"-"I definitely don't know anything about love. I can't believe I talked like I did. I don't. All I want, like, in the world is just to keep talking to you. I wanna know how your day was, where you wanna eat, and I wanna argue with you and I wanna hear all your theories, even the one that are just completely, you know,wrong. And I know it's not that simple. Idk, I just think...no, I realluy believe if you'd just be willing to continue having this conversation with me, the we can figure the rest out" 

Q: "Just it?"
A: *nod* *chuckles* "Is it sweeeeet right?"

Q: "K. Bye"
A: "E.....waittttt I haven't fini....." *the doors slammed*



You can Ignore it, have a good sleep. Love you world.
With kisses,
VDP.