Cursed.

"Cause all of me loves all of you, Love your curves and all your edges. All your perfect imperfections. Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you you're my end and my beginning,even when I lose I'm winning. 'Cause I give you all of me & you give me all of you" - John Legend

I cursed my brains that said "your life never be the same since he was gone"
I cursed my eyes that can't stop looking at a point where you stood and chuckles to your friends, and it's not me.
I cursed my tears that falls down when you walked away, I stare to your back and I can't even shout something to hold you.
I cursed my head to shouting your name over and over again when I found someone whose I hope could replace you in my whole life.
I cursed my dreams that presence you in my night. I thought it were true, until sun woke me up and I feels like something hit my head.
I cursed my songs that carrying you out. You're like my complicated melody that I hard to sing.
I cursed anything that makes you seems like next to me and I feels like before, we were together.
But, the most cursed that I used to shout out all over again is cursed to my self, because I let you walked away&I didn't fight for us. *Put My Lovely Smile With Tears Here*


Miss you? No. Bless me.
VDP.